i am trying my hardest to finish this school thing but i keep slacking.  It's not that i can't do the work it's just that i don't want to. i have so much on my mind and really don't kow how to respond.  so i guess im kinda doing the shut down thing.  All these "good ppl" in my life i love so much but each and every one of them have crossed me some by suprise.  i know i shouldnt be but you know the sting still kinda feels the same every time.  so i'm basically over it.  I will always stay encouraged.  On a lighter note... i'm gonna keep trying.  I'm about to sign off right now so i can do some work CHOW!